Everything started once my grandma called me to brush mine hair, which ser estar really voluminous e curly. Ns still remember how reluctant I foi ~ to brushing it when I ser estar 5 year old.

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Blows on the head, pinches and punishment… Crying foi ~ not permitted, nor foi ~ any motion to avoid a brush and prevent it a partir de penetrating my hair. The hardest part, porque o sure, was not mine curly hair, but rather listening to this sentence: “no one here has such difficult hairs like yours! that looks more like naquela barbed wire”. This is how she had actually been taught.

When I began going come school, I experienced vexing moments of intense e systematic discrimination, which have the right to be described as purgatory. I received an extensive list the pejorative name going a partir de mop face, witch hair, Bombril (the name of naquela cleaning product), large lips, or monkey, amongst others that estão not worth stating here.

On principal of this insults, us girls also suffered são de physical aggressions, much much more than boys. As der child, ns could already see the difference. In a end, whether black color or white, negative or rich, women todos received ns same patriarchal instruction at home: “we ser estar weaker”. Black girls were always despised once looking for a partner, para instance in dancing circles, or to be princess or angel in school plays; “princesses e angels estão not black!”. What one injustice! but if I suffered physical and symbolic aggressions, college is also the lugar, colocar where i have learned how to safeguard myself.

I have been bad treated by human being of my age, part had semelhante financial conditions, part were far better off, yet they tudo de shared something; intolerance e hatred. I agree with Nelson Mandela as soon as he says: “No one is born hating another person because of a colour of his skin, or his background, or his religion. People must find out to hate, and if they have the right to learn come hate, they can be taught to love, para love comes an ext naturally to the human heart 보다 its opposite.”

I mental vividly our school books e teachers’ discourses back in the 1970s e 1980s, right in the middle of a military modo in Brazil. Once they would, through chance, touch upon a question of slavery, it era always like that: princess Isabel is our hero (of united state blacks), e my civilization passively accepted slavery para centuries. Castle would also romanticize rapes perpetrated through white masters against their black color women slaves (Saffioti, 1969). Those were the lies we had been taught at college – historic pitfalls which construct e feed racism, prejudice and violence. One of ns current expression the this multifaceted racist system is the genocide that our black youth in Brazil. Society of superiority e hatred… how could we have actually deconstructed the to teach people love rather of hate in ns context of a 1970-80s?


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When der teenager, ns had already internalised the my hair and my skin colour to be bad, and had currently developed naquela complete aversion to mine hair. This lie, which hides e feeds racism, had actually been recurring over e over again so much as to replace the truth. In ~ this equipe of my life, I was using naquela lot of hot comb and hennas, famous porque o having apenas um temporary effect; they ser estar comparable to a straightening steel vs. Rain dilemma. With the arrival of new techniques on a market, they perdido their clientele to the benefit that straightening products made with caustic soda i beg your pardon is exceptionally aggressive porque o the scalp. I have tried numerous brands the smoothing products, irons e brushings; tudo used in order come come closer to ns hegemonic white beauty beauty canon. Directly hair on a black body, what one contradiction!

Time goes by but tudo these years lived under the myth of racial democracy in Brazil have let your dark and tenebrous clues on mine self-esteem. In ~ the age of 55, ns am lastly studying pedagogy at ns Universidade comunidade Fluminense (UFF – state universidade in Rio). Throughout this ongoing academic journey, i joined a research group called “Black men e women in Movement”, which target is come train teacher to apply a Law 10639/03 in your classrooms. This law, signed by a then President luís Inácio lula da Silva, stipulates that history curriculum in público schools have to contain a module on Afro-Brazilian culture in its political, historical, social e cultural aspects.

Since I gotten in this space, new feelings prospered in me; perplexity, belonging, pride and equality. Perplexity that finding lado de fora that black people had a history the struggle and resistance, that we have der rich culture, com kings and queens in our antepassado Africa. How many erasures had actually been make under white domination, which somente agrees to concertos us poverty in the African continent, frequently omitting to say the poverty is der result of spoliation, robbery e abuses enforced by ns old continent who tries at any type of rate to manter its privileges intact.

Knowing about this history has lit a fire the resistance within me, how could I have actually fought before without having a knowledge? knowing is a measure that belonging. Then, I began feeling proud of mine body e its phenotypical legacy; nose, black color skin e hair, this beautiful triad highlights my pleasure of being and self-defining together black.

While I was going come school, ns learned around European culture e history, Egyptian culture ser estar almost never mentioned, and when the was, durante one would say the Egypt belong to ns African continent. Equality can apenas um be achieved when nobody will be denied ns right to recognize their own history; this is the basis of our citizenship e identity.

From a moment ns left the obscurantism of a cavern, i saw the light of empowerment; and every day i long porque o being black, agora that i have damaged with the old paradigms that had e se kept me in a dark. Inspired by a power that knowing, I want to remover this understanding to young girls and boys from the lower classes of our society. We remain without depiction on TV or various other media, e our bodies do not to the right in beauty, beauty canons. However, ns did notice a small difference when I fui back to college as der trainee teacher from the UFF.

This liberation procedure is now expressed v my hair and physical appearance; I no decorrer longer usar any chemistry products and let mine hair totally natural, as a way the affirming mine identity. In a classroom, as soon as asked through students around my curly hair, ns answered with a citizenship lesson. Indeed, I now challenge this so-called “hard hair” myth which had actually made me endure so much in a past. In the school whereby I did my internship porque o 6 months, ns discussed com my students ns subtle develops that racism and discrimination can remover today. We had debates, songs and poetry. My mindset towards my hair reverberated on some of them.

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Paula quit using chemicals, she hair was damaged e her scalp injured, e Manoela abandoned her braiding – i beg your pardon were not adequately cared for e as naquela consequence era damaging she hair – for a more intervir cut. By a time i finished the internship, ns realised castle were currently used to their novo looks, and were also sharing tips for curly hair. Der few years ago, we didn’t have the information or commodities to brush e take care of our curly hair, however nowadays ns cosmetic market is investing favor never before in ethnic products. We even have famed bloggers disseminating info to assist us with the care of our curls.

The best thing for me is that these dois students in reality loved their intervir hair and would safeguard it, using arguments against prejudice e discrimination. This was the most engaging endure I had. If racism had made me despise my very own hair, information and studies about a African diaspora redeemed my self-esteem. Ns know ns process of awareness raising ao Brazilians of afri descent and the fight porque o their citizenship and identity is apenas um beginning, but I check out this journey with naquela lot that hope. Indeed, on ns 29th of may 2016, the first ever state black color miss era elected; black skin and natural curly hair so huge it might touch ns sky. Genuinely black, with durante disguise. Paradigm win in eles são Paulo, ns richest e most prosperous state of Brazil!